Miracles

Let me first say that, yes, I do believe in miracles..I've heard stories of wonderful things happening to people that can only be described as a miracle...with that being said..I personally have not had this happen..

Someone once said to me, just pray..your baby will come...and as much as I know this person means well...I want to say to her..really??? Do you not think that I prayed every second of every day for a baby to come to us??

Just yesterday on the anniversary of my Dad's death, someone sent me a video of a couple that tried for years for a baby and they eventually came to terms that they would not have a baby and moved on. Out of the blue, a Birth Mother contacted them and asked if they wanted to adopt her twin girls (apparently the adoptive mother journaled about having twin girls several years prior to this) and they became parents through what could only be described as a miracle from God....and that maybe I should try this and a baby or two would come.

I have tried everything under the sun..I've written in a journal, I named the baby, I've prayed to God, Jesus, Mary, St. Girard, St. Jude, all of the Angels...I honestly don't know who else I could pray to...I've said positive affirmations out loud..I've followed the book "The Secret", I've meditated, I created vision boards...trust me people..I covered it all...and still no miracle.

I am trying to live my life and not be consumed that a baby is out there for us..we are not actively pursuing it..if it happens, it happens, if not, then we are no worse off than when we started. But would I like to be one of those people who get their miracle...yes...yes I would!