TTC...3 simple letters that have defined a decade of my life...a decade!!! What started out as a beautiful dream of having children with my Prince Charming, turned into a nightmare that includes, a pregnancy, a loss of a pregnancy, a diagnosis of Premature Ovarian Failure, mangled Fallopian Tubes, Fertility Drugs, failed treatments using my eggs and donor eggs, marital problems, and a failed adoption..whew..I think that about covers it...Oh, did I mention premature menopause at age 44..yep, let's throw that into this mess...at least when I was still cycling there was a chance for that miracle everyone tells you about, now it's final, there will be no miracle.
So now at 47 years old...where do I go from here? How do I pick up the pieces and live my life? Great questions that I don't have the answers to just yet....but I'm working on it and that is what this blog is going to be about...putting my life, our life, back together.
Although the world is full
of suffering,
it is full also of
the overcoming of it.- Helen Keller
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