Finding Purpose

Sometimes I feel like all of the plans I have made for my future mean nothing if I can't be a mom. There are days when I feel stuck, like my purpose is slipping away. If I am not meant to be a mom, what then will I be? How could I bring any value into the world when my perception of my future included children and that dream is escaping me?

Finding My Purpose.....

When you are struggling with infertility and facing childlessness, you start to question your very purpose on this planet and the role you are intended to play. You sort of drift from thing to thing, trying to find contentment but it doesn't come.

So how do we know when we have found our purpose?

1). It brings you great joy when you do it.

2). Time ceases to exist when you do it.

3). Your purpose serves other beings.

4). You feel a bit of magic as you progress on the path. This is the universe smiling upon you.

For me, I've come to realize that writing this Blog makes me feel this way. 

A few years back, after going through the Donor Egg IVF process ourselves, I felt a need to want to help other couples like myself and my husband. I opened my own Egg Donation Agency and named it appropriately "The Greatest Gift". I was able to help one couple from Canada realize their dream and it made me so incredibly happy and I can honestly say that I had all of the "telltale" signs. I would still like to help couples going through Infertility in some capacity and I just don't know what that is yet...but I'm working on it and I hope to share more in the future.